February 2012
7 posts
uh-oh..
i think it’s gettin’ around that “gimme chocolate” kinda time…
if my prediction is correct…
then that explains why i got so emo earlier…
God. i wish paul would’ve written a special side note for ladies right at the end of romans 7…it would go something like this:
“Note For My Sista’s: It is understood that our Father created...
so mad.
maybe it’ll help if i dish it out..like the psalmist, david. i mean…people looked up to the guy.
nah.
what’s the point.
i hate feeling this way though.
i was asking God, what can i learn from this?
i already feel like the bad guy for feeling this way.
i’m just venting. it’s a freedom i use up as often as needed… ;-)
but if i was throwing a party for...
"All the singles ladies, all the single ladies!"
this isn’t just for the single ladies, btw…i just happen to love that beyonce number…
with valentines day approaching, what’s something you wish you could have happen to you on valentine’s day but it’s like, NEVER happened??
i’m curious…
don’t worry.
it’s all confidential in tumblr. hahaha
seriously though. i don’t have lots...
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3 friends engaged & counting….
Its a good thing..
The self-centered me feels left out.
Ive never been the type to be in relationships left & right..
Cant help the emotions but its times like these i gotta remind myself that God, my God is faithful & His plans for me are greater than i could ever dream up..
So as i wipe these tears off my cheeks, deep in my heart i know...
January 2012
2 posts
it's been a while...Uncle Cracka'!
no, seriously, it’s been a while since i blogged. i’m sitting at a starbucks in northampton, massachussetts procrastinating getting some work done. wanna know what work is today?
i have to edit down some audio from a recent interview with a new band, Sixteen Cities. they’re not really known. to me they sound a little like mae. if you don’t know who mae is, um, youtube? yeah, youtube.
so yeah, my...
sumtymes..
i wish i was a skinny asian girl with long black silky hair. today was the day.
over it.
k, so i’m excited about 2012 for so many reasons.
here are the shallow ones: using up giftcards/gifts that were given to me. (i’m usually not a namebrand person but i love betsey johnson bags so i was super stoked to score one this christmas, so yay!!)
okay, now the more serious sorta...
December 2011
4 posts
“we can’t earn significance. it’s not something we work for. our...”
– a revelation God smacked me with. :-)
9 tags
Christmas pox
Having the Christmas blues is like the chicken pox. You hear of people catching it at different stages of life & wonder if you caught it when you were too young to remember or maybe you’ll catch it someday, or never… That’s what i guess i assumed about the christmas blues. How could there be sadness in Christmas? Jesus is the reason for the season…its not an actual...
you know those times
when you have all the right outside excuses not to hang out with people but inside you know there’s a real definite reason you don’t want to? or maybe it’s more than one personal excuse…
that’s me.
sometimes the truth is i don’t want to hurt feelings..
or some things are too personal to share.
stuff i only share with God or possibly my mentor.
still...
November 2011
3 posts
drained
Emotionally.
But I gotta hope on..
Feelings have overstepped their boundaries. Truth aint havin it no mo’..
I have to make a choice right now & i choose truth.
journaling
i think i’m more tumblr-ing than journaling these days…it is what it is.
okay so i’m on this prayer kick.
if you don’t know, we like had this badazz blizzard last saturday and it caused lots of damage….millions or thousands without power…worse than hurricane irene damage…yep…
so to help people keep warm because it’s so cold out, we opened...
“Thank you, America’s Funniest Home Videos for being like YouTube for old...”
– Jimmy Fallon
October 2011
9 posts
And the winner is....
well, it’s more like, “and the results are..”
this is in reference to my recent follow-up review i had…
this is where your bosses tell you what you need to work on and the follow-up is for them to let you know if they’ve seen improvement or if you’re anywhere on the right track.
so i’m glad to report that my bosses said they’ve seen improvement!...
today
i sucked. but tomorrow’s a new day. i dare to hope i’ll get better.
every day i wanna use my time better but i end up letting facebook, twitter, tumblr or tv suck it up. it’s a sucky mess really.
the change starts in inside. something in me doesn’t wanna let go of these time-suckers.
meeting up with my mentorish lady-friend in about an hour. i always wonder what i...
my own version of romans 7..the end part..
i wanna do what’s right but lots of times i feel like i’m motivated by a mix of all kinds of other motivations…a lot of which can be pretty selfish ones..and the desire to honor God is underneath all those other motivations…
i get all upset about this especially because i know the change that needs to happen is just purposely making time to chill with God but i choose...
“thank you champy!! :-)”
thanks. :-)
liz: for responding to my blog.
shane: for responding to my note.
kim: for reading.
love you guys. :-) (& anybody else that reads but steps out of the room without a trace..love & thankful for you too!)
i'm chubby.
yep. it’s true. i know. you know. if you know me. you know.
i’ve always been.
well, no. i take that back. i wasn’t always chubby. i did have about 7-8 years of being a normal weight but words are powerful.
before i go on. i just wanna clear it up right now that i know i’m responsible for my actions regardless of the past.
that said, going back to how powerful words...
a lot
on my mind
heart
tonight i feel lonely. i was scrolling down several facebook statuses and thinking about how all this life isn’t easy and there’s really uncomfortable stuff ahead…suffering is inevitable in life. and i don’t want to deal with it but at the end of the day, all i want is JEsus. do i even understand what i’m saying? no but in my heart, deep in my...
2 tags
october, i'm all booked.
it’s true. there’s a lot going on. not just in this month but in my soul.
lately a lot of “end times” stuff has been on my mind. at the small group i’m a part of, they decided we should do a study on the book of revelations. i thought, “great. whoopteedoo!” who likes to think about end times stuff? or “the end of the world!!” stuff? not...
September 2011
5 posts
torn
so much running through my mind and my heart. here’s where i’m torn and i wonder where the line is.
we’re called to be peacemakers. ok.
let’s say somebody hurts my feelings or they’re ticking me off. i don’t wanna let it get to me but it does.
do i:
a. confront the person telling them, yo, you did this and this and it hurt me or ticked me off and...
5 tags
“Be still and know I am God…”
– Psalm 46:10
HOLY COW
i know cows aren’t holy but who cares…how the heck did i get 29 followers on here?? this is where it gets tricky..should i be more careful about what i share on here?? …………nah…i’m just gonna keep sharing…caring…all that ish…haaa
um…so.
i think PMS is heading my way. nastaaay. well, actually it’s a beautiful process...
Kristopher James: Do We Want Depth, Or Shallow... →
kristopherjames:
I started this by scripting out ways Christian music could be better, but it came across pompous and arrogant … not my intention. BUT, in typing, I felt this needed to be said at least. In the last few years, there has been a trend in Christian music/song-writing, a cuddly trend … a…
love this author’s heart!!! <3
August 2011
12 posts
Oh Teach Me!
sounds like something i have to push myself to say to God these days…it’s not easy to be called out on stuff…but i know God wants me to grow and learn and become everything He made me to be. and it ain’t for free.
i can nodd my head, “yeah, uh-huh, right,” but it means nothing if i don’t do anything past my nodding. nodding doesn’t get me from...
hello hurricane..
so hurricane irene came and may be lingering but i’m thankful she’s chillin’…bringing us dry air and her winds have simma’ed down.
there’s lots of people sorta making fun of the fact that the hurricane’s impact died down, implying this was all sheer hype but if you look at the damage it had at the beginning, you know it wasn’t hype.
i wish people...
wedneZZZday..
today’s a major “i need to catch up on’em zzz’s” kinda day…stayed up late, woke up early to get car shtuff done…then straight do the show…wondering if i’m gonna get to jet after this…
here’s to hopin’! :-) oh and btw, have i mentioned how much i LOVE new england?? the days have been GOR-JUS!!
i can’t help but thank God...
Earthquakin' Tuesday!
just thought i’d document that today an earthquake hit somewhere in virginia and it was felt along most of the east coast…it happened around 1:51pm and i was in the middle of my radio show when i felt wobbly and then i looked over at the lamp by the computer & it was wobbling too, as were the walls and the floors….weird…it was like we were in a dollhouse and the kid...
resentment 101
i don’t wanna have it but i do.
something that irritates the heck out of me is people who who say one thing but do the other.
example: dentist says to brush your teeth every day and night but he doesn’t brush twice a day. he only brushes off and on. yet when it’s time for your check-up he gets upset with you and says you can’t come back for another appointment until...
buh-buh-buh-benny and the jets..
the title has nothing to do with this post other than that’s what’s comin’ out of my speakers..
learning doesn’t sound like anything adventurous but i think it should because learning is an adventure. what makes an adventure? it’s something fun, spontaneous, dangerous, impacting…very indiana jones-ish, right? well, that’s what pops in my head at...
everbody's "goin' to the chapel.."
well, it seems like. every year a new group of friends get engaged and every year the thought does come, “when’s it gonna be my turn?”
have you ever had the thought that maybe God’s gonna hold out on you? like He’s gonna make you marry somebody you’re so not attracted to and that’s sooo opposite from you? i have.
and every time i meet guys that...
"LOVELY"
i’m sitting on a pile of clothes, not that you should care and not like it has anything to do with this post but i’m a girl and i give all these extra details cuz that’s how we do! i said that in a very ghetto tone btw…k, anyway, what i’m about to let you in on happened about a month ago now but it’s pretty neat…like i’m talkin’...
--life soundtrack
sunday i did something i can check off my bucket list (and would like to do hopefully again and again)—-i went to the connecticut wine-testing festival! i’ve always wanted to go wine-tasting!! it was sooo much fun! got a cute wine glass and bag and bought a delicious wine— “summer peach.”
this has been such a great year! super adventurous. God is adventure. i...
July 2011
2 posts
“Today let’s celebrate Oscar’s mexicanity…”
– lol oh man, michael scott, the office star, cracks me up!!
it was my birthday and..
i must say i enjoyed completing 32 years of life. so now i’m starting the journey of 33…meanwhile i’m 32 years old and 19 minutes giver or take..
this has been such an adventurous year. ever since i determined i would do what God made me to do, it’s been one adventure after another. foreal. i had wanted to do radio stuff so badly and i wanted it more than anything. i...
June 2011
8 posts
breakthrough...finally..
i don’t have much time to blog because i have to sleep but today was a day i’ll never forget because i layed everything out on the line. i pushed through the awkwardness of praying with somebody about some pretty personal stuff, and i just let my heart’s honesty trump over the discomfort of confession. i’ve never had a baby but i feel like this kind of spiritual/emotional...
Sistersssss :-)
today i miss my sisters. i have really good sisters.
so let me tell you about my 2 big sisters.
Erika, 44 years old. she’s a great mom to her kids. she is always willing to support them…blah blah…she’s always willing to listen to me. she’s always willing to sacrifice her time to do something for me and others…she’s really selfless and me being a...
“i look like junk today. but i feel faaaabulous. :-)”
“pride sucks.”
